Roo's book. DON'T TOUCH! XOXO

[Rooku Novafire]

A thick purple book lies alone on a desk. On the cover, in large golden letters 'Novafire' is printed on the cover. An almost invisible force draws you to open the thick cover page, but the first page is heavily decorated with childish doodles of various things, in thick letters, obviously written by the author of this book.

ROO'S DIARY!

DON'T TOUCH PLEASE!?

XOXO

You roll your eyes while muttering something about 'Typical Roo', before flipping the page. You are taken back by the amount of words written on the page. It is childish work, but written neatly, in straight lines. You glance over your shoulders a few times before craning your neck and beginning to scan the lines.

Day....Ugh, I lost count a long time ago, yeah?



So apparently I've been gone for a long time, when I walked into Silvermoon City, I was basically well..attacked by people that I remembered and frankly don't quite remember...

Which brings me to my next problem. That old man that was in Winterspring, [Whom was very nice], said that I was trying to walk up the tattered mountain trail during the last tails of a Snowstorm. I guess I didn't see the broken path ahead of me and fell through, hit my head and well..tah-dah...here I am right?

The Tauren, whom I never got the name, said that I was asleep for quite awhile, I woke up asking weird questions like,
"Where am I?"
"Who am I?"
Those kinds of things.. How I find out my name? I have no idea.

Also..My past has been butchered, I saw Dessy-Kun, and went up to cling to him and he was very rude! Would you believe it!?! GAH. So I told him what happened, and he has been helping me out!

...Ugh..another problem.

APPARENTLY I HAD A BOYFRIEND! AND DON'T REMEMBER ANY RELATIONS I HAD WITH HIM AT ALL!

I feel absolutely terrible about it..it just. I cried about it for awhile, then I saw Wolfsok and he cheered me up. Then again, what don't I cry about?

OH! And Mesoni died!? UGH! I started sobbing and that som' ***** Jhaeda called me out. I showed her up I sure did...

......

Hehehehe.

Anyway, so much has happened. I miss Dakmah! I miss Onika! And Erelle!

AND OH MY GODS! Sibilya died?! What happened while I was gone? Nobody even told me how long I was out!

DAMNIT!

So..I am going through my mail as I write this..

Bill..bill..bill..Funeral invitation..||I cried for another hour.||

Oh! Toumar hasn't changed! I'm so happy for that!..!!

Uhmm--

Raj left the Regiment, which I don't quite understand..Toumar doesn't quite understand himself.

Soo, near the end of the day I had thought about Takaii..I trust Despil...and I trust everybody else..

So obviously I had loved Takaii..and just don't remember it. I feel terrible. I could never imagine what he went through while I was gone.

I went to talk to him today..and he took me and kissed me today..I was quite surprised but somewhere inside of me..it felt so right. That rightness..I needed that after longing it for so..so long. Ya'know?

I told him that I want to remember him, I want to love him again..and so he agreed to help me..And so now..

Takaii and Roo' are officially back together again I suppose..

I just..just need to learn to love him again.

Ugh, another thing..I seemed to have remembered everybody else..just..why not Takaii? Everybody says that true love goes through the worse of tests. Maybe this is ours. Am I strong enough? Is he strong enough? I can only hope so..

Aside from that..

I need to speak with Selrathen and see how my dear sister is doing..



Oh..I hear Sib's ghost downstairs..I suppose I should go downstairs..I have so much I want to say..But I always sputter out a "HI!"

Hehehe.




Until again.

XOXO
--Rooku

[Rooku Novafire]

Day----!!!!!...Uhm..hehehe. I have no idea.


I SAW A BUNNY TODAY! And a lot of cats. They all died. Takaii said they were sick. I agreed.

Why do you think they were sick? I don't know..but they were very sick..

SPEAKING OF TAKAII! Things are very very very very good between us yup yup. Heeee~..

I'm feeling a bit better..I still don't know who Rathana is..I can't wait to come home and see Abremmy today!! I got him another present to match his Shiny Necklace!!

Yay!

Oh!!! This is being written while I'm in class dearest journal..so forgive me if it is a bit sloppy! I'm supposed to be taking notes! Hehehehe..

The people in my class look at me funny.



I'm so excited!! I don't even know why! I guess I should go find Abremmy and Oni sometime later shouldn't I!? Okie! Taaa!

[Rooku Novafire]

DAY...Hrm..

I haven't written to you in awhile..I suppose.

But I have some important news, I recieved a strange letter in a different dialect of Nerubian. Strange hm?

-The rest of the pages are torn out-

[Rooku Novafire]

The pages have all been put back into the book, a faintly glowing blue seal is dim where the tears are on each page. Arcane energy holding the pages together? Oh..Who knows. It is a Mage's notebook after all.

DAY! Blek...

..A lot has happened..

I've become the Advisor of the Magical Division in the Regiment. Do they really think I can hold a job like that?
..Huh.

Well, I guess only time will tell, it seems to be doable..


Takaii and I have..split apart.

I suppose lust had replaced love in our relationship, we barely talked, barely did anything..

It was for the better I suppose..


I had an odd dream last night, Erelle, Onika, Toumar...they were all..

Burning..

I was watching from somewhere below as they burned..
They screamed in agony as they pounded at the invisible force below them, that kept me from getting to them.

I watched as their souls were ripped from their bodies by flames, licking their skin clean off..

All I could do was watch and be silent as if a ward had come over me..

...I woke up though, not quite sure of where I was and decided to write down the dream..well..I suppose it is a nightmare, before I forgot it.

Could that..nightmare be a vision of things to come in the future?

I'd rather just keep it a secret for now..

I don't want anybody to think I'm crazy, though that might be too late already.

[Rooku Novafire]

Day ...Hm.

Don't have much time to write this, I'll just write down what has happened.

• Ashie and Ruthie Adopted Me
  
• I become an Advisor. Yay.
  
• Reathe and I get together because Reathe gets sick?
  
• I suspect Reathe is cheating on me with everybody who will cast him a suspicious glance in Silvermoon City, I'm not surprised.
  
• I haven't seen Onika in forever, except for at the meetings. I hope she is ok.
  
• Ashie and Ruthie split apart without tell me, those bitches.
  
• I suspect Ruthie is as much a whore as Reathe. Hm!
  
• Sibe and I drank some Blade's Edge fruit juice that we found on the floor, it was good.
  
• I got sick, I started hissing. It is fun! Hissssss...
  
• We killed some ogres by making a tower go BOOM!
  
• I got some new clothes.
  

[Rooku Novafire]

Day Hissss!!!

I found some scales on my arms. They were pretty. And black.

I'm guessing they will turn orange soon.

FOR THE DRAGONKING!

FOR THE ORANGE DRAGONFLIGHT!

They are all giving me funny looks.

Hmm. This tower is dusty, Eve should clean a little better.

The storms here are terrible, they are like.
"BWAMBWAMBWAMBCRAACCKKKKBWAM!"
..Yeah!

The sky is purple.

It makes me sigh.

Why can't the sky be orange? Like Blade's Edge!?

HAH!
Ok! I have to go now! Dragonking speaking to me now! Byebyebye!


XOXOXOXO
--Roo

[Rooku Novafire]

DayThe day that I should be dead..

Why am I still alive?

Why did Sib have to die? Oh gods, why?


I have to apologize for my actions.
...They aren't my actions.
Then whose actions am I apologizing for?


Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like..
Just to fall forever.
Like jumping off of a bluff and never reaching the end..
I could then be at peace, with..
||The word, obviously written originally as 'Sibilya' has been blotted out by small drops of water.||
S..b..ly..a


I deserve nothing. What I did was terrible.
No no, it wasn't you.

I'm going to apologize to the Regiment, and speak at Sibilya's funeral. It is all I can do.


...
XOXO
--Rooku Novafire